It has started. The last 24 hours in this wonderful but maddening, beautiful yet frustrating city. A city that somehow filled up parts of me that I never knew even existed. A city that made me love and live again. A city that brought baby A to us. I know I will miss my life here and though I really don't want to stay here, I don't want to leave either. In fact I think what I really want is to hit the rewind button and live the last 4 months again for those were some of the best months of our life. If wishes were horses, beggars would ride!